Monday, June 25, 2007

What would you do?

Last week a position at work was opened up. I had first of all, no idea that the posting was up, but I also had no intention of signing the posting for that position. I knew that any day now a different position would become available. One that I'd much rather have.

Well, I was pressured into signing the posting last week for the Events Coordinator position, which I really don't want. I don't want the EC job for 2 reasons. And if you know my current work situation you'd understand. I don't want the job because:
1) there go my weekends
2) I'd still be working in the Visitor Center.
The posting for this job has closed, and interviews will be taking place later this week...

The position that was posted today is for the Quality Assurance Administrative Assistant. My best friend has known this was going to become available, so she's been talking me up to just about everyone in that department. I'd much rather transfer back there. I'm tired of the drama and politics of the department that I currently work in. This is definitely a step in the direction that I need to take. This position's posting opened today and closes on Wednesday. That's not the problem.

Do I withdrawal my name from the Events Coordinator applicants? Do I sign another posting? I don't want to look like I sign everything, but this is what I've been waiting for and I was pressured into signing the first one. How should I go about handling this situation???

I AM

I am a child of God ... I am funny ... I'm an observer ... I am a good cook ... I am faithfully waiting ... I love to take pictures ... I am an emotional being ... I am a woman of God ... I am hopeful ... I am analytical ... I am someone's friend ... I am a wreck ... I am loved ... I am a daughter, sister, niece, cousin ... I am in need of change in my life ... I am a traveler ... I am a foodaholic ... I love my pj's ... I have dreams ... I enjoy music ... I like non-exercise workouts ... I am a sinner ... (But) I am forgiven ... I am confident ... I am scared ... I am loving ... I am thoughtful ... I am someone's soul mate ... I am misunderstood ... I am broken ... I am a work in progress ... I am hard working ... I am determined ... I listen well ... I am passionate ... I am loved by many ... I am disliked by some ... I am hurt easily ... I am anxious ... I am calm ... I am fearful ... I am clumsy ... I am captivating ... I am creative ... I am a dreamer ... I am brave ... I am fearless ... I am complex ... I am unique ... I am sophisticated ... I am friendly ... I am real ... I am radiant ... I am determined ... I am amazing ... I am brilliant ... I am compassionate ... I am understanding ... I am indescribable ... I am determined ... I am blessed ... I am loved by God ... I am lazy ... I am overwhelmed ... I am antsy ... I am an individual ... I am quiet ... I am a procrastinator ... I long to be pursued ... I am a chicken ... I get frustrated easily ... I love to entertain ... I enjoy being entertained ... I am loved by many ...

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Weekend of Weddings

This past weekend I had the honor of attending two weddings. On in my hometown and one in Fresno. I'd like to share with you a couple of pictures from the events. Enjoy!

Christy & Corey

A toast to the couple!


1/2 the Montague clan


This gal's gettin' married in October, and I'm in the wedding!

Keith & Julie

Hate to admit it, but I was a little tipsy in this picture...


George, Krista, and myself trying to stay cool


The happy couple!

Congrats to both happy couples. May God bless your marriage.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Hello summer!

Is it just me, or did it go from nice cool spring weather to immediate HOT? I do not like being hot, sweaty, sticky. Hello summer and 100 degree heat. I, floating in a pool, will wait for fall. Then it won't be so bloody hot.

The end.

Monday, June 4, 2007

Gotta Love Overtime!

This past Saturday I got to work a little bit of OT (12 hours to be exact, woot woot!) for work. It was great fun, although the feet were a little tired. We were catering a wedding, a beautifully done reception. But, one of the coolest things at the event was that they had a photo booth, kinda like at the fair just nicer. So as the guests were leaving and clean up was happening a few of us sneaked into the booth to take a few shots. And this was the result...

Sunday, June 3, 2007

Let the summer begin!

June resolution time

1. Actively seek God in my day to day life, worshiping Him and bring Him glory. Being like Jesus to people.

2. Continued control from nibbling at work. No pastries, desserts, and nibblings.

3. Again with the losing 5 pounds. Summer is here! Not only that, but I am in my best friend's wedding in October. My goal, which is totally obtainable, is to lose 20 pounds by then. Help hold me to it everyone!

4. Go somewhere out of the area. Don't know where yet...

5. Start planning a bachelorette party weekend for said bride of October wedding. Anyone have any ideas? Possibly having friends from across the country joining the party.

6. Have a good attitude with current job.

7. Quit rewarding myself with food. If I do something good or deserving or a reward (went on a walk, lost weight, made it through a day at work, etc.) I tend to treat myself to something with calories, and lots of them. Time to reward myself with something different. A pedicure, manicure, new shirt, or purse, or whatever.

8. Per my father's request and suggestion... Be more out going towards guys. As great as it would be to just sit back and wait for God, I've also got to not wait by the door. Time to get out there. Be out going. Flirt a little and enjoy myself.

9. Exercise.

10. Forgive for the wrongs I feel have been done towards me, and let go of the unknowns for why people are the way they are. Try not to dwell on everything that does not affect me.

May Resolutions Results

My May resolutions were as listed below. The results are in bold.

1. Actively seek God in my day to day life, worshiping Him and bring Him glory.
Trying always, and a work in progress.

2. Still... No pastries, desserts, and nibblings from Hilmar Cheese. They are delicious. But they are the death of me.
Much more under control than it has been in the past. I still nibble, but I know when to stay away.

3. Yep, this one again... Lose 5 pounds. Time to get seriously serious, summer is closer than just around the corner, it's in less than a month.
During the month of May I lost between 3 and 4 pounds! Yeah me!

4. Go somewhere out of the area. Last month was Washington DC. It won't be somewhere as far, but I'm definitely going somewhere at least 50 miles away. My BFF, Rylen, and I are planning something for Memorial Day weekend. But we're not sure what to do yet. Any ideas?
I didn't go anywhere for Memorial Day weekend. But I did go down to SLO for a cousin's wedding. 3 hours away counts as going somewhere.

5. Still Target in moderation. Shopping only by a list of needs. And no, that does not mean that I'll be making the list as I shop. :)
I'm doing good on this one. I only splurged once all month when I purchased a Bosu ball, which I've been wanting for months.

6. God has a plan for me in my job situation. And I'm trusting Him, but I still have to actively pursue opportunities out there. So I will continue to look for a new job.
Still keeping my eyes open, but staying where I am for now.

7. Have the BEST darn birthday EVER (May 14)! Anyone care to join me?
I had a GREAT birthday! That night I had bible study where they had strawberry shortcake for me, yummmm.... Tuesday night my wonderful friends surprised me at Tuesday Night Dinner with a party. 2 weeks after my birthday my parents took me out to dinner, and a good friend took me out to lunch. Gotta love birthdays that you celebrate all month! Oh yea, but I did break my pinky toe on my birthday. (for more info see prior posts.)

8. Quit rewarding myself with food. If I do something good or deserving or a reward (went on a walk, lost weight, made it through a day at work, etc.) I tend to treat myself to something with calories, and lots of them. Time to reward myself with something different. A pedicure, manicure, new shirt, or purse, or whatever.
I can't say I was entirely successful at this one. But I didn't over indulge in what I did do.